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You Never Understand

Trying to hide the tears I have cried
so you don't know that I am not fine....
trying so hard to not let you see....
that there are so many problems with me...

if you could only see the scars from that knife
where I tried to take away my life...
I pray at night hoping that this pain of love will go away
but for some reason it seems that it just wants to stay...
I want you to see....
that when I'm around you I can't really be me...
cause you'd never understand why I would cry
and you'd never understand why I want to die...

I dont' want to scare you for what I'm about to do
but I'm sorry to say this but I am doomed....
so many times I've tried to tell you what I'm feeling...
and all this pain that I've been dealing with...
but somethings you will just never understand
and sometimes the truth you just won't be able to stand...
so forever I'll hide these tears of heartbreak
and this smile I give to you will always be fake....
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